Hello Wonderful Children of the Most High God.
This isn't the best time for my family because on Friday my Grandmother died. Even though I didn't grow up with her I still love her. She worked so hard in order to send my mother and I to the United States and my Aunt to Guadeloupe. It really sucks that I never really got to know her but I'm happy that I did get to meet her. My tears have been an on-and-off thing and were the worst Sunday morning during Praise and Worship. They were singing
I Will Run and the moment they started signing the line "Come, Come, I hear you calling come" I was gone. Tears rushing down my face because God called my Grandmother to leave us and go to him.
I haven't cried since but I know I will be this weekend. Her funeral will be on Saturday, so my mother and I will be traveling to Haiti to get everything situated. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle this weekend but I know that I will get through it.
This is just so surreal. It feels like she's still alive but reality will hit like a ton of bricks once the wailing starts and I actually see her. The cry's of grief from Haitians are so passionate that they WILL evoke emotion within you, and I don't know if I'll really be ready for that.
This is a bit different but I wanted to share some of my life with you all and what has been encouraging me all weekend. Gods just been telling me that he's my rock. First in Deuteronomy 32, then in a comment made during church, and again in my devotional Monday. So as encouragement I want to share with you something I posted on facebook yesterday.
The quote comes from Sheri Rose Shepherd's book
His Princess- Love Letters from Your King. The title is "My Princess... Don't Ever Compromise" on page 66.
-:- PeaceLoveHarmony -:-
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"Hold
on to Me and My power within you, and I promise that you will make it
through. When the wicked winds try to blow out the flame of your faith
or try to cause you to compromise, stand on My truth...I am your solid
Rock, and you can conquer anything in My strength."
Seems like my theme at the moment is "Lord as Rock." Yeah this moment in time sucks, but I'll get through. When tears want to fall,
my Rock will keep me standing. He gave life and when his perfect will
is done He will take life. Every step we take and every move we make God
knew long before we were ever put into the womb. He knew every single
moment leading do our deaths and everyone we would impact. Through
hardships and tears HE IS WORTHY of all the praise we can pour out of
ourselves. (I feel like I could go on but this status is long enough. I
do hope this encourages someone else who is also going through the death
of a loved one.)
